My life has been entirely sleepy. I keep sleeping all the day, thanks to the useless vacations, kindly provided because of the virus. I can't sleep early at night it's not my problem actually. And then it's only my problem.
Well, now that world is under lock-down, I have long vacations that are not going to end soon I guess. I should do something in these days, like study? What the hell ! I haven't even touched any study materials, it's been so long. I'm interested to watch movies and shows. But unfortunately I'm so obsessed with one movie and one series that nothing else matters for me.
Well, although I watched Harry Potter and the Philosopher's Stone, still it's not entertaining enough. I fell asleep while watching it for the first time, but I liked it when I watched it again with full concentration. I want to watch the second movie, but I didn't find it anywhere on the internet.
I love to read books, but who's gonna pay for those books ? Nobody cares about books in my boring house. And they say I'm boring because I want to read books. Well, dear family members, do you think sticking your eyes with a mobile and TV is a great way amusement ? Well apparently it's not a very convenient way to spend your time. Okay, I know you have nothing to do, but guys this world is so big. Explore new things, watch new TV shows and movies (better if you don't watch the INDIAN dramas and reality shows, and yes those horrible heroic Tollywood films).
Look who's telling to explore things!? I know I'm obsessed with one film and one series only, but still I want to explore. I want to read new books, I want to watch new TV shows, movies. But I can't tell anyone to buy new books, because everyone else is busy in their work. Nobody cares in my family, thank you for making me feel like this. I can't tell them that I want to talk to them about so many things, I wanna learn guitar, I wanna do something interesting, I wanna watch movies and shows together, but the environment around me is just like me. They just don't understand. They're always on the bed or in front of the TV or in the kitchen, like nothing else is left. I sleep whole day because I have nothing to do, and no one treats me the way I want to be treated. No one encourages me, so lack of motivation makes me lazier. When I get up from the bed, I have my lunch. And it's around 3 pm. Then it's evening and they watch every TV show until it's 10 pm. And you know!? 10pm is the time to go to bed for them. The entire evening I do nothing, just I need someone to talk to. So I keep scrolling through instagram. Or maybe desperately tell people indirectly to call me. And I do it on the roof, sitting alone and listening to music. Trust me music is my best friend.
Then I watch something till midnight and my Pubg life starts. I hate to play that game, but that is the only place I'm talking to my friend. Nobody is lately interested to talk. Well some people do talk, a lot of things have happened, but I don't know what to say. I can't write anything more. Just leave if you wanna leave, but if you wanna stay, treat me the way you used to treat. I deserve it, because I can't change my family. So I have to stay in social media. 😑
Love, Pran
(because I love Northern Lights)
