Saturday, August 3, 2019

A 3am Writing

Being Busy is OK

       There's nothing certain about people. They can mean the whole world to you and also they can be poisonous for you. Watch out! Start getting smarter. So I have a lot of things to tell, but I don't know how to express them in words. So here're just some kinda important things that happened with me.

             First thing is that there are some people, by talking to them, I just start filling up with negativity. I mean I have my point of view to mind, why should I start messing with yours?  I tried, actually a lot to turn the matter down. But everyone is stubborn, I guess . Fine, it's good to be stubborn. But don't force somebody to agree with you if he's not showing interest or having his own point of view. In complex words, People can argue about their views, but they don't think about the views of the one they're talking to . Just like I said before, people can be poisonous. Their words can kill your thougts, expectations and feelings. And in simple words, "Don't demotivate someone." If you find such people, who are always trying to be your boss, you better keep distance from them or you are going to lose something.



         I am an animal lover. But actually I'm scared of them. They are too soft to touch. I've always wanted a pet, but then I get scared, that I'm gonna love my pet so much, and in the end we have to be separated. This thing can be painful, so I'm just happy with watching animals with people as their pets. If someone asks me, "which animal would you like to have as a pet ?", my answer would be a "Cat". Yes, I'm a cat-lover. When I was a child, I've really had a long time with some kitten. They had been living under my bed for 6 months, I guess. I used to spy on them, while their mama was not there. Sometimes I had even tried to hold them, but I could only be able to touch their tiny nails. But one day, they left. Yeah, ofcourse they left. I'm someone who believes in freedom, and freedom does not mean to keep someone inside a cage forever. However my family has a parrot as a pet, but I don't like him. He's really moody. Whenever I've tried to touch him, it tries to have a bite of my finger, and once, I got my thumb finger bleeding because of that parrot. I mean he's always grumpy. I've thought to free him a lot of times, but I'm not the one who can do it. So the reason I've started writing about pets, is I met a little cat this week. And I really had fun while watching him running through my house. But one-day, I came home  from school and yes he was gone. I really enjoyed the cat experience for 3 days. I'll miss you, Billu ❤





          So nothing extraordinary happened this week. I realized "Even people can be poisonous, but some people are worth-keeping". We have to understand their values and once we start understanding, we should never forget or decrease their values. Losing importance of people in your life can be caused by two things - it could happen because you started giving more importance to other people or they start losing their importance in your life, because they see less interest now. So, keep an eye on these little things. I know I'm hurt by many people, but it does not mean that I have to hurt people in return. I try my best to keep someone in my life. Yes I can lose values and importance in their lives. But I'll try my best to hold on. I may be jealous, but I can ignore my jealousy. I may be hurt, but I can crush my pain. Because I don't wanna lose someone once I get someone. And I'll never ever tell a word about these values and importance, these things are natural.  Nobody lets people lose interest and importance, it just happens. I think that's it for today. I know I'm busy because of school and studies, but I can say "Being Busy is OK", because work keeps you detached from your horrible thoughts and feelings. I'm really sleepy right now. So just have a good night or I know you're having a good night and dreaming something very sweet. See ya next time. Khuda Hafiz.
                                                          Love, Pran


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