A Midnight Writing

Currently in ❤

          Hey, it's just like an update. I'm doing good. At least people can think that I'm fine. Because they can't understand, and I can't explain how to reply a "How are you". Well I don't really know if this makes sense or not, but I'm currently in love. No, it's not one-sided. Alhamdulillah it's not. Because one-sided love is boring. Nothing can be said about this kinda love. Because it's kinda abnormal. I don't have to answer the cheesiest questions ever asked by a girlfriend. But still I'm in love. It's kind of a love, where I get to choose what I can do. It's kind of a love where I have more happiness and satisfaction than I've ever had before. Confusing, isn't it? Well let it be. Who cares?  I have what I want. So no need to explain why I am happier and more satisfied. What kind of satisfaction? What kind of happiness? Readers might be thinking this person is absolutely mad. I think everyone on this world is mad. It's the good kind of mad, nothing to worry about. I don't need a psychiatrist, lol. I want to laugh a lot. I want to shout out loudly at the world. I think a little bit of happiness, little bit of anxiety, little bit of love, little bit of impatience, little bit of grumpiness and lots of me makes my life. It's all about me, I don't really want anything else stop me from loving. I know it's the most boring blog post of mine (maybe I'll write more in future 😅), but if we start explaining ourselves in detail, we may stuck at some point while searching for the perfect word to use. Well that's what happening to me. I'm not getting words to use. It's because I'm so happy. I'm so happy that someone hurt me before. I'm happy that I let things go. I'm happy that I don't care. I'm happy I'm being crazy. I'm happy I'm writing this. I'm happy I'm not listening to anyone, but my favorite songs. I'm happy that I'm sorry. I'm happy I'm opening up to myself. I'm happy that I'm currently in love with myself ❤. Nothing much to say. Have a good night.

                                                            Love, Pran

(Lol, took an hour to finish writing, just wrote the craziest things I could ever think to publish)